I now have come to the conclusion that it is up to me to get myself the help that I need. It is up to me to find the answers and to get my health, mind and body back as I lost myself for awhile!
My early twenties were about coping with my diagnose and managing my symptoms. I discovered a lot during this phase of my life, I learnt a lot about myself and other people. Thankfully I have the biggest support system around me and I have learnt to really open up to everyone I meet. my friends and family know the ins and the outs about everything that goes on in my life! I'm not one to hide how I'm feeling or what I'm going through! Because of this I have been able to seek advice, gain knowledge, meet people and discover new ways of medicine! and now share all of this journey with you all. I know their are a lot of women out there going through similar experiences such as mine and most find it very difficult to share, I want others to be able to read about my journey and know they are not alone in this experience. My own journey may even help someone who really needs it.
This is where the people come in to my life, that I spoke about earlier. I was introduced to a lovely woman who practices kinesiology and treats you with homeopathic remedies. It was a new way of medicine for me and I was super excited to try it out and see what it did for my health. Well within a couple of months I was greeted with a period and my physical and emotional well being was lifted, I was able to communicate my feelings and negative attachments away!
The feeling of not having to take pill after pill day in and day out that doctors prescribe you was enough for me to keep going back ! Still to this day I see this lady, I honestly can say she's a gift, and I am very fortunate to have met her and have her help, support and love along my journey! I do just want to pin point that along the way I have had bumps and nothing in life is clear cut and simple, I do lose my period always due to the condition but my hormones have become balanced, I started to mentally feel a lot healthier and stable and have a greater out look for the future! This year has been a lot different and I have had to rely on a pill from my specialist to bring on a period for me as i have been missing them recently.
For anyone who is reading this and they feel emotionally and physically exhausted or need a balance I urge you to seek a homeopathic it will change your life!
I found out through a friend about a lady who hooked you on to a machine that some how read your body and told you about allergies, sickness and health related issues so I tried her out! During this session yes I did find out a shit ton of information and was in disbelieve that from this machine she picked up on my health issues and how my body felt before I even got the chance to talk and tell her about it!
I listened to her concerns about my health , I took on board some of her advice , she prescribed me a shit ton of vitamins and minerals and told me I was allergic to this, this and that! For awhile I lived a very strict diet trying to avoid all the foods she said I shouldn't eat, took or my vitaminsand minerals and noticed a bit of a change! I kept up at this for awhile until I decided that it was time for me to really start listening to my body , what was it that my body was telling me ! I tuned in and I discovered that your body can tell you a lot. I started introducing most of the foods back in to my diet, only to find that yes my body doesn't like cheese , milk or most dairy products and I'm prob not allergic to them it's just my body doesn't agree with it! I can still eat them I just pay the price! Later as I learnt more about my p c o s I learnt that women with this condition shouldn't eat dairy products As it feeds the condition, your body has a weird way of rejecting and telling you what you should be putting inside it. You just have to be listening!
I carried on listening and staying in tune to my body rather then listening to what others may say! It's good to have their input and their guidance but at the end of the day it's your body, you do know it the best!
So as my journey continues I seek out new methods of medicine and find more amazing people to help me with my road to becoming a mum! Which brings me to Chinese medicine/ the way of the future !!!
Well I was introduced to a lovely man who I see weekly now 😀 I get Acupuncture and Chinese medicine which are a in form of herbs which a specifically made for you! In the short time I have been going to this lovely man I have seen huge transformations to my health!! He would tell me he was cleaning out my ovaries and we have been working on getting my body to ovulate naturally! I honestly feel a huge difference to my health each time i see him and get his treatments. The more i read about fertility issues and do my own research women have now been opting for acupuncture, seeking out fertility acupuncture. If you are thinking about this i urge you to try it, give it a chance.
I have become so open with new methods and medicines that I am willing to try things out , you know when you want something bad enough, you don't let anything stop you ! What I have learnt throughout my journey is that I am tough, and I am a fighter! When I want something as much as I want to be mother there is nothing that i won't do!
If there is anyone who is reading this blog who has tried other ways to conceive feel free to share with me, as i continue to try, test and seek out methods.
"Kindness in words creates confidence. Kindness in thinking creates profoundness. Kindness in giving creates love."
Lao - Tzu