When your young and planning your life like I did all the time ! I would have a specific age and stage to my life plan... a lot of that got thrown out the window as I grew up and soon realised life isn’t so straight forward, you can not control the world and some of the outcomes that life throws your way!
I had a vision that I would always be a young mum ! I joked and said 25 would be a great age for me ! Not even realising at this time and stage of my life my body wasn’t even prepared for a baby, I didn’t know the road the was ahead of me.
Life is sometimes about timing , it didn’t happen for me any earlier and it didn’t happen when I was 25! I had to work hard to get pregnant and work hard for what I wanted. At the age of 25 I most probably wasn’t even ready for what I was about to embark on! Timing worked it’s way out and I am now going to be welcoming into the world a beautiful baby at the ripe age of 27 I couldn’t be more ready for the next chapter my life ( our ) life! I feel complete.
When I was growing up I always imagined having a baby boy first and I always longed for that to happen, I wanted a boy and then a girl ! I think that was a picture I had created for myself as I had a brother and then their was me ! I loved our childhood , it was always me and my big bro against the world ! He was the best brother , and still to this day he is the greatest ! Looking after me , watching over me, teaching me and encouraging me ! I always imagined I would raise my kids like how I was raised ! The brother looking after the sister ! I always through I would automatically carry a boy first and that’s the way it would be !
- Funny enough the moment I found out I was pregnant and everything was okay and cleared by the doctors I said to John ! I know I am having a GIRL ! I just knew she was here for me i felt it, to help me and to be my best friend! She doesn’t need a brother to do that for her ! Our little miss is going to be fierce , strong and brave she will always have me backing her 100% and I will love her with everything I have!
So with that I would like to announce that our little babe is a GIRL and we couldn’t be more in love ! Both John and I are thrilled with the news of a baby girl and I already know she is my best friend and daddies little princess ! Our hearts a bursting and our faces are filled with smiles ! I can not wait to meet our Beautiful little girl, who I know will fill our life with joy! She is the icing on the cake to my beautiful life!
“Such a big miracle in such a little girl “